Quotes!

Sometimes, these small sentences pop in my head, and I can't think of a story or larger picture to go along with it. This really frustrates me, because I always forget the quotes and then no one else gets to hear them. So, I'm going to start writing them on this blog post, and anyone can comment and tell me what they think. Hopefully, this will steadily gain more and more sentences, and then one day I'll be able to look back, find a couple, and make a full story.

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1. "Broken hearts drown out the broken morals of what love really is."

2. "There was a pang in my chest the first time I really looked at him. That's how I knew we were soul mates–he was already breaking my heart."

3. "You didn't see my vulnerabilities because you never looked at me long enough to find them."

4. "I think I was a mobster in a past life. All this code, all this loyalty, and all it amounts to are a couple of friends and a city of enemies."

5. "This is what it must feel like to burn at the stake."

6. "I wonder, sometimes, if I'm alone in this fight. I look around, and all I see are warriors walking stoically to their doom."

7.  "I'm sick of listening to a song and being hit by all these terrible memories of you.  I'm sick of feeling like what we had has been dulled by years and, at the same time, hating you as if it all happened yesterday."

So Much Anger!

There is nothing like being so angry you're unable to turn away from something.

You literally feel yourself getting angrier and angrier, yet you have no intention of stopping it, of saving yourself. Yeah, that'd be me right now.

I wish you could see this, but you'll never look or care so I'll just yell into the vast expanse that is the Internet. You know who you are, you know why I hate you.

And in case you're so self-absorbed as to not know, it's because you're a selfish, self-absorbed asshole that used me and then decided to come out looking like the victim.

Just because I'm stronger than you, doesn't mean I had less pain. It certainly doesn't mean you inflicted less pain. You did your damage, I just had the balls to stand back up when all you did was whine and fall.

How dare you flaunt messages like "Just remember, I gave a fuck when no one else did" when I was the one who gave a fuck when no one else did.


You forgot so quickly how good I was to you, and how bad you were to me, and I'm sick of pretending otherwise. You hurt me. You hurt me so bad, yet still I was there for you. You would have abandoned me  if I had ever come to you with problems, so I had no problems. You would have abandoned me if I had ever told you what I really thought of what you said, so I didn't tell you. And when, finally, I came to my senses and had enough of your utter bullshit, you got to scream and cry foul.

This is me crying foul. How dare you do what you did and come out completely unscathed. How dare you.